Autistic and Determined..!
I was prescribed a drug recently by my GP to treat a hidden disability but was warned of the serious side effect, which has had a profound effect on me. I stopped taking it after a week due to these serious side effects. It’s still in my system, I am told.
My wife Sandra believes that the incident I encountered this morning was a result of the side effects. Either way, my issues and behaviours early this morning had an effect on two staff members at the Ashford, Kent, Designer Outlet. One of them was one of the managers for the entire Designer Outlet.
Despite my conduct, the manager took an action that I typically advocate for. I recently wrote about reverse psychology on this page.
Despite my conduct, his action was an extreme act of kindness directed at me that I have never in my life ever experienced. The shock was so intense that I experienced an emotional breakdown lasting a few hours. I have still not fully recovered from it.
I will drive back over to see this manager within the next few days and offer a sincere apology backed up in writing with a meaningful gift.
I can only say sorry, but I’ll make sure it is very sincere. It is essential to express my gratitude for such unexpected generosity, as it has profoundly impacted my perspective on kindness and people generally. I have genuinely learned a lesson for sure which will stay with me for the rest of my life.
I generally felt I let myself down and more importantly God. The shame hit me very hard. I brought the church and myself into disrepute. Shame on me.
I hope that my gesture will convey just how much I appreciate his support and his kindness and inspire a stronger bond between us in the future.
I asked him why he did it. He said to me that he felt ‘something is working against you today’.
His last words to me whilst he shook my hand; God Bless.
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Respecting each other's beliefs enhances diversity and unity. Regardless of our faith or lack thereof, it's key to understand that the essence of humanity lies in our compassion, kindness, and acceptance. Religious believers derive their moral framework from scripture, seeking guidance and solace in divine wisdom. Non-religious believers, on the other hand, may turn to philosophy, science, and human experience for their answers. Different as these paths may seem, both ultimately aim for a more enlightened, harmonious life. Let us cherish this variety, fostering mutual respect and coexistence. Remember, everyone's journey is unique.
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The Reverend Father Joe Ellis has holds a religious degree - Theological Studies BA (Hons). He is also studying for a Doctor of Theology and he confirms this level of attainment is a challenge.
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Email: joe@revjoeellis.church | Personal Assistant: libby@revjoeellis.church
PO Box 630, Ashford, Kent, TN23 9AQ, England